創作理念：意識的具象與精神的裂隙 —— 談《思考的狀態 5 — 思緒翻騰》

在我的油畫創作中，「氣泡的靈動」與「心靈顯影」一直是我試圖在實體與虛空之間，尋找的迷離交界。

這件作品《思考的狀態 5 — 思緒翻騰》，是我試圖將大腦裡的思緒、複雜的心理狀態，在畫布上慢慢現形、畫出形狀的過程。對我而言，思考從來不是靜態的公式，而是一場在體內無聲運行、具有阻力且不斷碰撞的感性風暴。

畫面中那抹龐大、趨近圓形的藍色結構，是我將抽象的「思緒」化為微觀細胞的嘗試。在畫布上，無數個如同泡泡般的圓形斑駁紋理互相聚合、堆疊與分裂。這些重疊的圓圈不是刻意畫出的裝飾，而是意識流動時留下的痕跡，它們承載著記憶、焦慮、直覺與感知的重量。背景橫向延伸的土黃與深褐線條，象徵著外在世界的繁華與喧囂，在時間的淘洗下，終將退化為平行的背景橫軸。而真正屬於個體的本質，唯有在內在翻騰的藍色核心中才能彰顯。

然而，在這場感性的風暴中，我刻意在畫面下方留下一道近乎絕對、垂直的白色裂隙，並讓它直直切入那片幽深的藍色核心。這條白線在畫面中拉開了呼吸的空間——它是理性的錨點，也是直覺的出口。它在混沌中劈開一條路徑，讓觀者與我在面對思緒洪流時，不致淹沒在盲目的感性裡，而是透過這道光的穿透，讓抽離的思考找到停靠與對話的可能。

透過色彩的刮擦與多層次的油彩堆疊，我試圖賦予思考一種「厚度」。它既是沉重的精神勞動，卻也在光線穿透氣泡邊緣時，透露出一種輕盈且清透的生命力。這幅畫並非為了對生命問題給予終點式的解答，而是將我自己、以及每一位觀者，全然交付給當下那份最真實、最激烈的內在湧動。

Artist Statement: The Materialization of Consciousness and the Rift of the Spirit — On State of Reflection 5: Tumultuous Thoughts

In my oil painting practice, "the agility of bubbles" and "the developmental exposure of the soul" have always been the blurred boundaries I seek between the physical and the void. State of Reflection 5: Tumultuous Thoughts represents my attempt to give tangible form and shape to the invisible thoughts and complex psychological states within the mind. To me, reflection is never a static formula; it is a silent, internal storm driven by friction, resistance, and continuous collision.

The vast, roughly circular blue structure in the center of the canvas is an attempt to transform abstract "thoughts" into microscopic cells. Innumerable bubble-like, mottled circular textures aggregate, layer, and split across the canvas. These overlapping circles are not deliberately painted decorations, but rather the traces left behind by the flow of consciousness, carrying the weight of memory, anxiety, intuition, and perception. The horizontal lines of yellow ochre and dark brown extending across the background symbolize the vanity and clamor of the external world. Under the washing of time, they eventually recede into a parallel background axis. The true essence of the individual can only manifest within the swirling blue core of the inner self.

Yet, amidst this emotional storm, I deliberately left a nearly absolute, vertical white rift at the bottom of the canvas, cutting directly into the deep blue core. This white line opens up a breathing room within the composition—serving as an anchor for rationality and an exit for intuition. It carves out a path through the chaos, preventing both the viewer and myself from being entirely submerged by blind emotion when facing the torrent of thoughts. Through the penetration of this light, it allows detached reflection to find a place to rest and engage in dialogue.

Through the scraping of colors and the multi-layered accumulation of oil paint, I attempt to give reflection a sense of "thickness." It is at once a heavy spiritual labor, yet it reveals a light and translucent vitality as light pierces through the edges of the bubbles. This painting is not meant to provide a definitive answer to life's questions; rather, it is an invitation to surrender myself, and every viewer, entirely to the truest and most intense inner surge of the present moment.